Closing up 4 dpo

Well here’s to winding down on 4 dpo. It’s weird to think that I’m just a few short hours I’ll be hanging out in 5 dpo. I am still excited to wait this out. My SO has been amazing at calling just to say hi everyday. While I miss him I am far more excited that he has taken time to be with his family and spend time with them. It also gives me quality time to reorganize my apartment and spend time with my dog. She’s such a good puppy. I Am such a horrible tww’er I just want it to be 8 dpo already and to feel all of the tell tale signs of having a little seed on board starting to develop. At least this cycle I am busy still setting up the new apartment and putting things away while getting rid of things that I no longer need or have an everyday use for. The only exception to getting rid of stuff is my first real blanket which is a two tone brown with a lion woven into the fabric. It’s hard to believe that the blanket is 40 plus years old already, my brother stole it from my uncle when he was a toddler, my sister from my brother and myself from my sister. While it may appear to be just a blanket, I want to pass it down in the family so the next generation can love it too.

I’ve moved into a newer phase where I am happily going to get up in the mornings complete the health program necessary to be a better me. I am going to get this apartment set up so I can relax comfortably and live in an apartment that is set up and not out of a box. There are so many things that I want to do and need to do that this time keeps going by.