Suicidal thoughts

So I’ve struggled with anxiety for a while but I’ve never really noticed any symptoms of depression. I’ve actually been afraid of death until now. But recently, things have been getting pretty difficult and I’ve been having sort of intrusive thoughts about suicide. Not really soon, but maybe doing it in the future. I don’t really even see myself having a promising future other than that. I guess I just wanted some advice on how to handle this. I don’t like this feeling. I feel really alone