Am I the only one terrified if sex right now?

I found out I was pregnant a month ago. Weve had sex twice. I'm terrified of sex in the first trimester lmao. Sounds stupid but I've had 2 losses. And I know it's common to spot after sex, but I'm also RH negative and any type of bleeding terrifies me. My sex drive was crazy in my second trimester with my last, so at least SO may have something to look forward too 😂🤷‍♀️