I’ve never told my boyfriend (baby father, and we live together aswell) he can’t watch porn. I always lie and say it doesn’t bother me because I don’t want to seem controlling. But is it wrong for me to feel sick to my stomach when he searches up descriptions that match a girl he is friends with? I’m a pale white girl, it makes me feel like I don’t look good enough. Definitely not a big booty ebony with curly hair, but that’s what one of his friends look like. Even though he insists “I wouldn’t do anything with her I only like white girls” (he’s black) When we have sex he doesn’t even look at me anymore. He doesn’t like to kiss me or talk dirty anymore. Basically just cum and sleep. I’m pregnant and emotional and feeling horrible about my body and I feel like this just makes it worse. BTW I wasn’t snooping his phone history, he watched it on my phone apparently while I was asleep since his is broken.. I know he isn’t cheating but ugh. Am I wrong for how I feel? Should I say something?