Shaking mad!!

So I just found out that my boyfriend of almost 5 years has cheated yet once again after I was finally thinking he grew out of that shit . (I'll give details later) He just left for work (4:30am) and I'm up SHAKING so hard as if its -7° because im literally so mad and hurt💔 I haven't even cried yet. And not to mention we have a 9 month old son❤ who HE BEGGED FOR!