Guilty

Moms who works full time 7-5 , how do you balance work and life:( I started working full time and unfortunately, we have one car and my husband and I switch time to pickup/drop off my son (18mo).I typically wanted to go or be there 8Am and come back 4:40pm to pickup my son. but, this week, I went to work late so I came home late. So, I barely saw my son. I was super tired to make dinner and food for next day. My husband also works full time. He helps out a lot. People that I’m supposed to work with come to work late 9 or 10am and they leave 7 or 8pm. They don’t have kids. I feel worried because what if they say that I’m not there when they are at work because I leave early to pickup my son. I don’t want to drop him off because I wanna be home early to spend time with him. Besides, my husband’s schedule doesn’t work. I’m stuck between my work and what people think of me and my son-feeling guilty and questioning myself if that’s a good mother. I wish I could quit at be at home. Financially it’s difficult. I want cry so hard. It’s just a first week of work and I don’t know how I am going to do it. I feel like I’m rushing my little one to get ready in the morning. I don’t know why I feel guilty at work and home. How do you all do it?