I don’t know

So lately I’ve been starving myself I guess you could say. I don’t eat very much and when I do I feel sick, like I need to throw up. I refuse to eat. At my table I sit with four girls and one guy. He sits right now to me. He usually gets to the table later than everyone else because they all bring their lunch and I don’t eat. The girls at my table used to beg me to eat but they’ve become accustomed to me refusing to eat and no longer think anything about it. The dude on the other hand never even noticed I didn’t eat until my friend pointed it out when we were in the line together. He seemed concerned about me and asked me if I was sure I wasn’t hungry but didn’t push me any further. When we sat down at the table I talked to them as usual as they ate and every now and then he would pass me one of his carrots or something for me to eat. The weird thing is I would always take without any complaint and eat it. I guess the girls at my table notice because on days he wasn’t there they would try the same thing but I would never take food from them. I never even noticed it but the more I think about it the more I realize, I would eat if he asked me to... idk why but I would theres just something about him. I’m not sure what.