I’m conflicted lmao

Sarah

Help me out here, ladies. So I’m a freshman in high school and I do colorguard in the marching band at my school. And if you don’t know, marching band season is usually may-october, so it’s eaten up my whole summer and the first half of first semester. The fall season is almost over (like two weeks holy smokes) and winter guard auditions are coming in hot. I also really want to do the musical, but those auditions aren’t until after winter guard auditions. And whether I want to do winter guard depends on if I make the musical. My dilemma: if I do winter guard and make the musical, I literally won’t have any free days until March. I am dead set on the musical so there’s no way I’m not doing it if I make it and I have a pretty decent chance of actually making it. I also want to do winter guard to improve and possibly learn weapon and everyone is telling me I should but all these other factors in my life are telling me I shouldn’t. And I’m stressed and struggling lol. Halp