How are you ladies keeping calm? I shared my pregnancy news very early on during my last two pregnancies and it was nice to have my close family and friends to talk through my excitement and fears with. However, after my losses in December 2018 and then May 2019, I’m scared to share the news with anyone. I almost feel bad that I’ve needed to lean on my family and friends during these losses. It seems so emotionally draining for them to support me. (That’s my thoughts not that anyone showed frustration of being there for me). I don’t want to be a burden on anyone. I talk a lot to my husband about my fears, but he such a calm person nothing ever stresses him out. His motto is if it happens it happens whatever that may be. So I’m feeling like I don’t have an outlet to help with my crazy anxiety. I’m praying so hard for a healthy double rainbow baby!! ❤️🌈🌈