ADVICE NEEED

hey ladies . I need y’all opinion on something I was at this party saturday and this get together was in a town next mine and one of my friends date the boy that was having it so I got my ex to come see me that got out of ycp and he came one hour away to come see me so he got over there and I made him meet everyone and he had a friend with him and I made his friend meet them (let’s call his friend Alex and my ex fliex )alex and my friends was talking so me and fliex walked away and went to the back of the house and yk doing stuff (I had told him in messages of didn’t wanna fuck because I was a virgin but he could do other things)he took my clothes kinda off to get what he wanted and he was fingering me while I looked down because it’s was hurting really really bad so I look down and see his dick in me and I told him not to and too stop and he was like okay I will and never stopped until my friend boyfriend and his friends came up to me because I’m like a lil sister to them they wanted to make sure I was okay and fliex started running away to the truck and I was crying because he didn’t put protection on and I’m not on the pill so I had to pay for Plan B all by my self he didn’t even go half or told me he was sorry he said “you should had got a condom “lol didn’t know that was my problem when I didn’t wanna fuck and he wanted to start shit over there I don’t know what to think of this situation what do y’all think?