Feeling so helpless

kentucky mom • •👰🏼‍♀️🤵🏼 9/28/13 • 👼🏻👧🏼 💖4/17/19👼🏻👼🏻 • 👶🏻💙 4/27/22 •

I don’t know where to start... I’ll try to make this short but it’s a lot. My daughter was born in April ‘19. (To clarify I have acid reflux, microscopic colitis, and IBS) so since my daughter was born she has had a bad stomach. She throws up 10-25 times a day. (She’s on formula, never breast fed) she started out on Gerber Gentle... it didn’t do well for her so the doctor wanted to do Soy but accidentally gave us the wrong formula so she was on Gerber Soothe. That didn’t do good either. She’s been on Gerber Soy for maybe 4ish months now. They then gave me Nutramigen but she hated the taste and would not take it. Well now we’re in her doctor a few times a month trying to figure it out. Her doctor told us to do 1 teaspoon of Rice to thicken it. It worked for the first week (this was 2 weeks ago) but then she started throwing up the same as before. We introduced baby food at 4.5 months old she was doing good for awhile but still throwing up. So come next week when I go back to her doctor I’m going to ask them to do testing to see what is going on. I don’t want to put my daughter through anything unnecessary testing if she don’t need it. But I FEEL she NEEDS IT. I really feel like a failure because she keeps throwing up all the time and I don’t know how to help her. Has anyone dealt with this. Any advice would be great. I’m tired of feeling hopeless, like a failure, and a horrible mom. I even take my daughter once a week to the chiropractor to help too. But nothing does. 😞😞😞😞 shes even on heartburn medicine and still doesn’t help either just to throw that out there. PLEASE help.