Being a plain Jane

Is it weird that some days I think I’m beautiful? Mostly, inside. I feel like confused why guys aren’t ever interested in me when I’m actually pretty cool?

Sometimes, I use myself as a muse and wonder what everyone else sees when they see me. I’m told I’m average by many, which is understandable but I feel I’m more than that.

I feel like what I’m seeing and feeling is an illusion, like, maybe I am a plain Jane and just another face in the crowd and me seeing a “goddess” is just me being vain.

As told, I’m outgoing, friendly, kindhearted, silly and bubbly. I love how enthusiastic I am and my goofiness. Why do people only see me as a friend and nothing more?

I feel like I’m this walking embodiment of glitter and magic but no one cares to see or...look closer.