Sleep training is really hard. And co sleeping is not working for me anymore bc Im the only one not sleeping.

Last nite I tried it, and he screamed for 2 hours, I tried going in an out method but I noticed that made him more upset. So I stopped going in and he finally went to bed.

Everyone told me he’ll be so exhausted crying he’ll probably sleep all nite...

They don’t know my son. Bc my son is stubborn lol he woke up at midnite and again crying, after an hour I went in there gave him some water and laid him down. He got right back up and was just mad as hell. Almost two hours after that I had enough. I went in there I let him hug me for a while, ( I think I needed it more than he did) I laid him down and held his hand till he finally closed his eyes.

2 hours later he was up so I got him out of his crib he held me so tight and gave me he saddest blank face. It broke my heart.

I am exhausted and feel defeated. Everyone says it takes a few days so see improvement but this makes me so sad and sooo tired.

Any tips to help him? Or me? Lol I do have relaxing music playing in his room, and he has a lovey in his crib with him.

My doctor was very nasty to me about not having him sleep trained and told me I was making excuses. And I tried saying I wasn’t and she was just mean about it. I have decided to stay in the room with him, and hold his hand and just letting him know I’m there for him.