Feeling to run for good.

I hate and I mean I hate my partner. He won't do nothing for me and his son

Just wants to sit around gaming all day at 28 years of age.

I just feel like dropping it all and getting away.

I try talk to him and get told he's going to smash my house up or calls me a slag and a hoe.

Really what the hell did I do in life to deserve someone that treats me like this.

Hes got no drive or ambition the only time I see him passionate about something is when he's screaming at me and calling me names.

I seriously can't do it anymore

I feel so stuck

He's secluded me so I'm on my own.

How do I get away from him?

I don't even know what to say to my family?

I feel so beat down I'm in a proper domestic relationship and it's mentally torturing me. I feel suffocated.

Update :

My mum begged me not to move into a new house with him because she knew all these things would happen but I pressed on how much I loved him and wanted to make it work.

He has literally fucked my life up.

I'm stuck.

Everybody warned me and told me to let go and things would start gettin better I feel like such a fool for not listening and actually thinking he was going to change once we were in a new home.

He refuses to leave.

He said he's going to go tomorrow because it's late where we are.

I just need some strength I don't feel very confident or strong right now I feel weak and tired and depressed my body is in shut down mode. Just wish I had someone to look after me and my baby for a few weeks.