Hey y’all just needs to vent and need so positive vibes. Our rainbow baby girl is doing great and we can’t wait to meet her in April but i can’t help but think about what her two siblings would have been/been like. Yes it was early on but i feel guilty because i feel like my bond was stronger with them. Our first pregnancy and then the first one after a loss.. i just feel now I’m just terrified! I get so nervous before every apt i spend most my time throwing up the entered day. I just feel guilty because i do love her so much already and I’m so thankful but i feel like i can’t enjoy the pregnancy because i don’t know what tomorrow will bring