9 weeks and seriously do not want to be by anyone. I can’t tolerate anyone right now. My bf especially. Everything he says seems to be stupid and annoying and I feel like he wants to annoy and argue with me. Then last night we were at meditation and there was a new girl there that was just making my blood boil because she had something to say about every sentence anyone said. Her large breasts were also hanging out of an extremely low shirt and I am pretty sure I made a face in discontent and click sound when she bent over. I felt the urge to scream “would you shut up, you attention seeking approval needing all eyes on me dingbat, and put some clothes on? This is not a club.” The last two nights I could not wait to be away from my boyfriend either. I am usually pretty calm and peaceful and I feel like I just have this irritation running through my veins and everyone is trying to provoke me every second. Then afterwards we walked in the park and someone’s huuugggee pit bull charged at me while walking by, people screaming and cussing about the stupidest things, druggies picking their face and taking over the bathroom (usually doesn’t bother me much either)... I feel like I’m going to lose my mind and just want to hide in my room and not talk to anyone. 😢 didn’t happen with my other three kids. Helpppp