12dpiui...I tested and...

BFN.

To everyone struggling,

Am I surprised? No.

Am I disappointed? Yes.

Should I have tested before my blood test on Thursday? Not the smartest.

Should I keep telling myself “it’s not over until af shows her face”? No cause it makes me more upset.

Do I feel defeated once again? Yes.

This is my first IUI, but 5th medicated cycle (Letrozole 5mg and Ovidrel 250). This isn’t getting easier. It’s getting harder.

I had 2 large follicles, they upped my Letrozole to 7.5mg, same Ovidrel shot and my husbands sample was 56.7 million post wash. I thought, “yes, this is going to work!” And I’ve even been taking 200mg of Prometrium suppositories twice daily. It’s uncomfortable and messy.

And now...I don’t even know. It’s real and it’s defeating.

I have 1 more IUI and my Dr wants me to switch to Clomid.

Love,

Disappointed, upset and frustrated me

😔