Giving up...

I’ve officially decided my body hates me. My period is now 1 1/2 weeks late and I have nothing. I tried to ignore it but my best friend told me to test. So I did. I am starting to believe that the 1 thing I felt so sure about in my life is not meant for me.

I had a BFP on Thanksgiving 2017 and had a miscarriage almost 2 weeks later. I feel so lost right now.