Needing to Vent

I had a miscarriage at 6 weeks in June after only knowing I was pregnant for a week. His was outer first month trying after having Togo through a D&C in July. My period is supposed to come either this weekend or early next week. I’ve be exhausted nauseous stomach doing backflips headaches body aches and mild cramps. Yet the test yesterday and the day before that all give me BFN. I just feel discouraged even though I know I still have time to get a BFP I’m just being impatient. And then I had a dream last night I took a test and it was positive just hoping I could turn that into reality. Trying for my rainbow baby!