Coffee intake

I seriously feel so bad for how much coffee/caffeine I drink. I seriously cannot stay away from it. It’s all I crave and I want it ALL. THE TIME. and I have ZERO self control!!! I drink water too but I seriously will get a large coffee like all the time.

I have a toddler and I’m a SAHM and I seriously feel like I won’t be able to function without it.

I’ve heard the “limit yourself to 8-12oz a day.” But that’s not cutting it. I feel so guilty because I gave up all of that stuff when I was pregnant with my first.

I’m 19 weeks.