I Give Up!

I have been testing with the Clearblue Digital ovulation test since the last day of AF which was Oct 9th (twice a day) and have yet to receive a smiley face 😠. I added in the opk strips as well and started testing with those Sunday evening. The lines on the strip were pretty dark Monday and I had what I thought were O pains on Tuesday so we inseminated Tuesday afternoon, even though I have not received a smiley face on the Digital opk.

At this point I don't even know if I've ovulated and missed it, if we ovulated and inseminated on time or if we should keep testing and try another insemination 😩😩😩😩 HELP MEEEEE