BIG feelings! 😭

I have surgery scheduled for tomorrow to get my Fallopian tubes removed for the purpose of being sterile. I have two kids- one of which who is adopted with special needs. I’ve known for a long while that I don’t want anymore kids- I barely feel like I make it through my days with the two that I do have. 🤣

Tonight though, when my husband was wishing me luck and just talking in general I had begun to cry a little and feel emotional. I’m not regretting my decision to get sterilized but I am a little sad that I’ll no longer be able to make beautiful babies (not that I want any more).

I don’t know, maybe it’s just my PMS hormones.. but has anybody felt this way about their sterilization too?