2020 is going to be a good year for me.

Normally I don’t do resolutions or believe in them but this year is going to be different. I was looking at myself in the mirror and pointing all the flaws I had seen in myself and starting to down myself but then I thought of all the things I need to change in order to see a different side of me. I, then, starting writing down all the things I had wished to accomplish that I know I can. First one, was to start drinking the daily amount of water I should be drinking so two days ago I have officially started. I have never liked water and never drank it daily, I now drink 25.5 oz of water in the morning and 25.5 oz in the evening (I have 17 oz bottles of water) and even though that is only 51 oz instead of 64, it’s still a very good start for me plus I will be drinking it when I am feeling super thirsty. Next change will be quit smoking, by the end of November I will be done with cigarettes (I have a plan of how I will be doing it and even though I will have quit smoking before the end of November, I just say that because I mean I will not be craving it or thinking about it, I will expect to actually hate it). By the middle of December I will be eating healthy meals and snacks, no more eating out expect for special occasions and that will be at an restaurant, not McDonald’s or dominos pizza. By the end of December, I will not be drinking pop at all, I will be drinking water throughout the day so this where I will be definitely getting my 64 oz or more daily intake (I will be drinking one cup of coffee for breakfast, unless I have cereal, one cup of Gatorade for lunch and one cup of homemade tea with barely any sugar for dinner because I have always liked a good drink with my meals) and I will also be doing at home exercises. It’s not like I need to lose weight because I don’t, I’m actually under weight but I want to live a better healthy life and be happy and also show my son a good example of a healthy life. I have never in my life actually thought of a plan like this before and I am confident that I will accomplish my goals by the end of this year so by 2020 I will be a completely new healthy person! Also beginning of 2020, I will be going to get my wisdom teeth that need taken out and going to get my teeth cleaned every 6 months as needed and even thinking about whitening them if I can. People may ask “what happens if it doesn’t happen?” and my answer to them is it’s going to happen! I am going to make sure of it! The reason why I don’t just do this all at once is because I don’t want to stress my body too much and I want to focus on each individual thing that I need to change so I can change it and stick to it. I am so proud of myself for even wanting this for me and will be so much prouder once I have accomplished it! If you read it all, thank you so much!