Can someone please tell me if this is herpes please because I’m sooo scareddd seriously I’m 15 and if I have herpes I won’t be able to ever have a bf again because no one wants to talk to someone with herpes .... my friends said that they have had cold sores before and they still kiss people amd they said it mever came back but I’m like super scared I really don’t wanna have herpes ... so this bump popped up on my lip earlier today it didnt hurt burn or itch it just appeared and when I got home I put alcohol on the bump on my lip so is this a cold sore or herpes I’m scared like so scared my bf won’t even want me anymore no one will risk their life just to be with someone with a disease that will juss pass it to them I’m scareddd like super scared please help me

Before I put alcohol on it

After I put alcohol on it ( it’s like 2 or 3 bumps and they don’t hurt and never did and they’re not white and when I press down on them with my teeth or rub my lips together it’s like they’re not even there