Need a listening ear.

Two years ago I lost my best friend in the whole world to a far accident, right before Christmas. I feel like she took part of me with her and even tho I have other friends I still feel a missing void. As it gets closer to the two year anniversary of her death I’m finding it harder and harder to cope, sometimes I can barely breath I’m crying so hard. I just miss her so much I don’t know what to do. I don’t even know why I’m posting this here, I just don’t know who to talk to right now.