Ugly crying momma here
Please tell me I am not the only mom that has done this.
Up feeding my baby boy at 4:30 this morning and started crying because I am soooooooo blessed to have him Anna can't believe he's really here.
Here I am holding my son, my baby boy, a baby i never thought in a million years i would be able to have.
My 2nd chance at motherhood, even at 37.
He had made my heart overflow with love and protection for him then I ever thought possible and truly completes our lil family.
I can't get enough snuggles. Constantly kissing and staying at him in disbelief that he really is ours and we're made this beautiful little human.
I already have hopes and dreams of the things I imagine that he will do in life and pray that her will never suffer in ways I had to.
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