Lost my first baby trying to conceive our little rainbow baby

It’s been a year and 3 months since I lost my little girl Emerson due to miscarriage I miss her every day we are trying so hard to get our rainbow baby any Ideas on how to help with conceiving

but it’s so hard I’ve really been struggling bc December 20th was her due date and the closer it gets to that date the more and more depressed I get I’m have a hard time Coping and it’s putting strain on my everyday life I need help