Heartbroken

I got my period today and I instantly feel lonely and worthless. My biggest fear is not being able to have a family. All I can do is cry an cry. All of you women with children have been blessed with the greatest part of life. Please don’t tell me “there is more to life than having children.” It’s easy to say that when you have children of your own. It’s easy to say that when you truly are content with not having kids. Not me. I wish more than anything I could hold a baby of my own. Life is really hard today 😭