horrible mom

i love my daughter more than life itself. she’s my entire world!!! i’m love my son, I’m 26 weeks pregnant but i just don’t know how to love him the way i love my daughter. i was soooooo impatient of her arrival & constantly posting about her, but him i’m beyond excited trust me but i’m not in a rush & barley post about him. mostly because people are only your friend when you’re pregnant then fake just to “love your baby” & too many noisys but, is this normal? i don’t know how to love 2 kids. i’m getting sad at the thought of 2 kids and my daughter not getting all the attention & this baby was 100% planned! i’m just a horrible mom.