I don’t regret the baby I regret the weight

So currently pregnant with our first, my husband and I have been trying for about 6 months, super lucky I know!

The other day he was playing Xbox with his coworkers....I heard one of them talking about how he only liked big girls (both of his exes were twigs, some girls he hooked up with when single were a little big mainly skinny) Someone else chimed in “yeah his wife isn’t that skinny”....I’ve never considered myself to be “big” and neither has my husband. It kinda hurt he never said anything about it to them.

Ever since then I’ve become more conscious of what I eat, almost like dieting even though I’m not? It that makes sense? Like I love in pregnant and I haven’t started to gain weight yet but I’ve definitely appeared bloated. Which to say makes me not want to leave the house...much less be around his work buddies.....

Again I never considered myself to be big ranging between 160-180 since my husband and I have been together but I don’t carry it in my tummy. I’ve always been somewhat confident in myself but now I can’t wait to have my baby, not to meet him, but to diet and lose weight......

(Don’t get me wrong I wanna meet my little man so badly)