Feeling terrible 😞

I've wanted to be a mom for so long but now that I'm going to be Im so scared. I'm no longer going to have freedom to do the things I want to do, I feel like I'm going to fail at being a mom, and I'm scared to death of everything a mom has to be responsible for. I'm feeling do guilty about feeling these negative feelings.. does anybody else feel this way ever? Probably doesn't help the dad doesn't want to be involved till he gets a perternaty test either... Fml