Declined ultrasound?

Ladies...I don’t know how to calm my mind. I’m constantly overthinking everything, especially if symptoms disappear.

I’m 9w3d. Two years ago I had a MMC at 9w3d so my anxiety is through the roof.

My next appointment is 2 weeks from today and they aren’t even doing an ultrasound. I tried to call my doctor about my concerns and they declined me being seen any earlier and told me I couldn’t get an ultrasound for “no reason”.

I don’t know what to do.