First writing I’ve done in years...

I’m at the edge.

The edge of my insanity.

I feel as if I’m drowning..

Drowning in my tears of depression.

Trying to stay strong, but I’m slipping away..

I’m slipping away into this Great Depression..

Oh how bitter sweet the thoughts are..

the thoughts that drive one away..

away from their own sanity..

Away from their own true self .

Away from their own self happiness.

Away from believing..

Oh the bitter sweet feelings...

Feeling so weak you can get out the bed..

The sweet feeling of loneliness...

The sweet feeling of losing...

Oh the Great Depression...

The depression I’m trying to fight...

The depression I’m trying to beat..

I can’t let it get me, not this time..

Lord please not this time..

The depression I’m slowly losing to...

I gotta get up. I gotta fight.

You can’t take over me not this time.

The depression that’s got me drowning.

I’m at the edge

The edge of my own insanity.