No one can relate!?

I feel like I need mom friends. My parents are telling me to put down my cat because he is a waste of money. I have always wanted to be a mom but I do not feel connected with my child. I speak to them because I know it is good for them. Their dad does not want them he isn’t participating in ANYTHING baby. I decided to have my cat flown to a friend to keep and everyone seems to think it is ridiculous! I do not! That is my baby! I love him so much! He is my ESA and not having him right now sucks. I do not want to be bothered with anyone because no one has solutions. I am seriously stressed, I cannot sleep, I am not hungry. I am just so stressed and emotionally tired.

I am excited to be a mom but it is already stressful getting ready for it. I feel like im going to fall into a depression and no one can be helpful.