Broken .. scared

5 years 3 month a home and joined family poof gone bc he broke up with me ... Reason .. he can’t be nice to me and we do not see eye to eye and he can’t take anymore .. Even tho he admitted being kinda a jerk to me for the past year , he can’t change how he feels about me and he can’t be nice to me , and it’s my fault bc he’s nice to everyone else .. I’m in a state of shock . We just did yard work , went bowling , but I made a comment or 2 he didn’t like and my way of thinking and his are way off

Posting anonymously bc not one person ( family / friends know yet ) I just found out ! And the way he said it was just so cold , no emotion .. And he even said you don’t want me , you just scared to take the next step , so instead of arguing let’s both talk about the next step