So after a hard day. Long week and all the problems imaginable... you stop thinking about the consequences or how you are resetting yourself,

You do what you shouldn't and then it's too late to turn back ..... you stayed so strong for 84 days 14 hours and 24 minutes you thought you'd beaten it this time we'd got so far but you starting the timer again because the blood all over your arm proves you didnt beat it, you aren't strong, you are weak. You let it win again, you let everyone down! You're a mess and no ones proud of you. nothing you do is ever even good enough