Postpartum Blues

Today my baby will turn 1 week old. I’m still stuck on the postpartum blues. I wish I was still pregnant. Something still feels missing. I know it’s becase my birth plan didn’t go as planned (failed vbac) (repeat c section). I know it’s because out of my 5 day hospital stay I only had 2 nurses who truly tried to help me. (ex: one of the nurses was trying to flirt with my husband in front of me) ( I made my husband go out and buy

something for those two nurses, I will never forget them) And lastly I definitely know it’s because it’s baby #2 and the transition from one to two has been an adjustment. I wish I was pregnant to try this all again and be better prepared. I should be grateful I have a healthy baby but I can’t stop overthinking and crying