Feeling lonely / emotional @ 38weeks
So my hubby & i have beed TTC for 2 years.. Two losses later and we finally are due with our rainbow baby in just 10 short days! Him & I havent really argued or had any relationship issues but i feel as if he is drifting from me as of lately and that everything i do is annoying to him. One of the major things that he always mentions is how he is stressed cause financially he is doing everything alone & keeps asking me when I will start getting my maternity pay (something i cant control) and it makes me feel pretty shitty and worthless bc I wish I could be of more help..(we just moved into a new place so alot of my credit cards got racked up from the move and getting new furniture & I upgraded my car to a SUV so a little more money for that every month also) He works overnights so he spends all night out in the living room while I'm alone in bed.. And then ill try to ask him nicely to come to bed cause I wanna just relax with him and cuddle before the baby is here and he just snaps at me saying he doesnt want too and just gets all annoyed and stressed out... I'm so over emotional so I usually just walk away calmly but the second I close the bedroom door I just cry and cry. I just really hope things get better after our son is here. I feel like such a burden on him. I feel like he doesnt love me even though i know it isnt the case.. I just feel very i unwanted by the man ive been trying to start a family with for so long..I can't really remember the last time he even complimented me or that he came and ackmowledged me for a kiss or a hug.. He only kisses me goodbye when he leaves for work and thats pretty much it... 😞 I just pray it gets better. Anyone else have issues like this?
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