Would you be upset?

Okay so myself and my boyfriend are not married. But we do have a baby on the way. A baby girl. He’s a still immature 22 year old and I’ve pretty much said if he wants to leave he can. Like in all honesty he hasn’t provided any emotional or financial support at all (I’m not even exaggerating, he really hasn’t). In fact he was on tinder instead talking to other girls. Yet, he claims he wants us to be together and get married and raise the baby.

The other day i was using his phone (with his permission) to try and find this website we were previously looking at for a camping trip. And I saw his previous google searches. One of which was “what’s the name for a female bastard child?”.

Am I wrong for being upset about this. I mean who would even refer to their own unborn baby as a bastard child. That is such an old outdated term and I find it sort of upsetting. I think he would have looked it up whilst with mates, so I’m just a bit upset that he was joking around calling our unborn baby a bastard 😔

(I am leaving him as he has proven to be an unreliable liar, im just mentally preparing myself because he will try to manipulate the situation for me to stay)