This has been such an emotional roller coaster. For starters, I’ve never been an emotional type of person and I’ve always believed that everything happens for a reason, and Gods timing is always perfect.

But yall, the past 7 months have been so long and so rough. My husband and I have been TTC since April, and no luck yet.

I know the lord will bless us with a baby

I know Gods plans are greater than ours

I know everything happened for a reason

I know the OBGYN said we should have no trouble getting pregnant.

I know.

It’s so hard seeing 7 of your friends get pregnant without trying. It’s hard to tell yourself month after month that nothing’s wrong with you, it’s just not your time.

It’s hard when family and friends ask you when’re you gonna get pregnant and you just laugh and say “who knows!”

It’s hard putting on a tough face and being exciting and supportive of your friends and their perfect little miracle. I’m so happy for my friends, I truly am. It’s just heart breaking that it’s everyone else’s time, and not mine.

Proverbs 3: 5-6 ✨