2015 I was blessed with a beautiful baby boy. On his second birthday we decided we were gonna try for baby number 2. In two months it will be 3 years since we started trying. Every month it’s negative! I’ve drank fertility teas. Taken pills. Prayed, even meditated nothings working. Does the pain get any easier? My heart aches each time one line appears. I know I have a beautiful blessing. Our son is the most amazing kid in the world. Loving, kind, helpful, funny, smart! He asks me all the time when’s he gonna be a brother (his cousins all recently got A new sibling with in the last year) Watching him grow only makes me sad. To think he’ll have to grow up alone☹️ I come from a big family. So does my husband, and I wanted the same for us and our child😢 Send positive vibes. Send Baby dust, prayers... Anything! I’m losing hope😞