POAS ADDICTED

I promised myself I wouldn’t test this month until I missed my period but I am 8 DPO and starting to feel the itch after seeing someone else get their BFP that early. Im just so anxious and want to know if I I am pregnant as soon as possible. I want this so bad.

I’m not sure if I’m asking for validation or looking for someone to tell me I’m not alone. I had a miscarriage in July after 2 years of trying and I just don’t want this to be another 2 years of waiting. I feel like everyone around me is pregnant and I’m no longer part of the club. It’s exhausting to think about another two years of getting my hopes up every month.