Why do I bother? 😅

Alicia • 22• Michigan

I have these 2 friends from my old highschool, I went to that district for 4 years but the highschool I only went to for 2 and then I switched to an online school. These friends let’s call them 1 and 2.

I have hung out with 1 many times just the two of us but I’ve yet to hang out with 2 just the two of us. A few months ago maybe I hung out with both of them together. Earlier this week I suggested we hang out again and we suggested Friday. 1 had said if the roads were bad she wouldn’t be able to. But 2 said she would.

Few days before I messaged 2 and asked if 1 couldn’t come if we would still be able to hangout cuz we had never just hung out the two of us. She didn’t even reply. we use insta to talk it was in the group chat but I messaged 2 in a separate dm. And then I messaged her on Friday. didn’t even open it. I’m starting to think neither of them actually want to be my friend.

They are both on their instagrams all the time and 2 has been posting on her story and I’ve seen her active like all day