Alright. I'm calling it. Idk if I have postpartum depression or postpartum anxiety but I need a professional. My muscles hurt from being so tensed up all the time. I can't sleep because I'm afraid my baby will die. I have dreams that I'm squishing her in my sleep, even though she sleeps in her crib 5 feet away from my bed. I'm not exactly sad, I just feel like my head is full of TV static.
Who do I talk to? My PCP? OB? Therapist?