If i didnt have my son

I dont know if i would still be here if i wouldnt have my son i only try to stay strong for him but my depression is temting me i want to cry all the time i have basiclly the worst time ever for couple months now nothinh is working out for me am failinh at everithing nothing makes me happy anymore i just feel empty i had to just confest somewhere and let it a bit out from what am feeling cause i cant go to my family they would think im crazy