Is this it finally after 18 months??

I’m gonna retest everyday because I’m a crazy person and I want to have one dark as shit obviously!But my period is 3 days a way and I have had a headache and felt ugh the last 2 days so I tested this morning!We have tried 18 months for baby number 2 and it has been a month since my husband has been on Clomid!!TELL ME IM NOT CRAZY!