Y’all I really don’t know how to explain this, my boyfriend and I have been together for 3 years. We have a child together. He recently called for a “break” in our relationship... he said he needs to his mental health together and also wants to get his self all together... he said he isn’t going to sleep with anybody else and that he is not thinking of nobody else. He promised we’d “eventually” get back together. He has been diagnosed with multiple mental illnesses, such as bipolar, personality disorder, etc...

he says that he has suicide thoughts like for example he was driving fast and he told me that he thought “ let me slow down” but was like nah fuck that Idc if I die and he said tears started rolling down and he just didnt know what was happening with himself.

Do I let him be and wait for him? Or do I just let go? My mind and my heart has been battling, and I just don’t know what to do. I’m constantly breaking my heart... I’m trying to understand him, and trying to be there for him but he’s pushing me away. I told him his problems don’t scare me and it doesnt make me love him any less.. I’m just scared to be without him, but I’m also scared that he wouldn’t want to be with me anymore when “eventually” come. It’s always been US,US,US in my mind and it hurts to know that now its just only me, me, me when I want him in my life. I don’t know what to do I’m seriously conflicted🥺