Dear ex

It’s not that I don’t want you to be happy because I do even if it’s not with me we have a kid together and haven’t been broke up for more than a few month I’m hurt and sad because I wasted 2 years on you to leave me the way you did than already be engaged and to see you taking family pictures and our son around a stranger that could hurt him I’m hurt because I’m trying so hard to do parent and ever step I take you to be the bigger person you give me every reason to not even tho I continue my hardest you don’t make it easy and as much as I hate you or say I do I love you and I miss you so how do I do this watch you with someone else giving her everything I asked you to as simple as a family picture with me yes I’m jealous yes I’m hurt and it might come off childish or whatever but it hurts I tried and as much as you say you did too you didn’t