*sigh*

As much as I hate it.. I am a super jealous person. I hide it well, but deep down it kills me. I am mainly jealous of all the moms out there and the girls that have multiple babies and I’m struggling to even get pregnant. It hurts. Why me? Why do they have a cute little family and I dont? Trying to conceive has been so hard on me. I’m trying to stay strong but that only works for so long before you break. Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy for everyone that gets the joys of parenthood but I wish I was right along with them. My fear is that I’ll never be a mom