Awful news today.

As I’m writing this I’m in tears. I’m 11 weeks today with my first. I got a phone call from doctors office saying that my pap results came back and I’m not only positive for hpv but they also found abnormal lesions and abnormal cells on my cervix. I have to go in for further testing so see how advanced the abnormalities are but there is a chance it could be cancer. My best friend died this year of cervical cancer from having hpv. So although it is rare it is possible. If it is serious I could have to abort... Me and my BF were supposed to have our gender reveal and announcement photos next week and I’m considering canceling. On top of dealing with that I’m also dealing with severe Hyperemesis. I’m freaking out....